12/20/2020

Why I Like Santa Claus,

Santa Claus has been part of the American landscape for a very long time. In 1773 a New York newspaper described a group of Dutch immigrants who were celebrating the feast day of Saint Nicholas. The shortened name in Dutch is Sinter Klaas which was further Anglicized to Santa Claus. Much later Clement Clark Moore, an Anglican minister wrote the poem "A “Visit from Saint Nicholas” more popularly known as “Twas the Night Before Christmas” that is the source for the present image of Santa Claus. The cartoonist, Thomas Nast gave us the vision of Santa with a red suit trimmed in white fur based on his artistic interpretation of Moore’s poem. The original St. Nicholas was a third century bishop from what is now Turkey. He was known for his kindness and generosity to the poor and oppressed. Renowned for his gentleness, he became the patron saint of children and of sailors. My children knew part of this story from an early age, but we still found delight in “Tis the Night Before Christmas”. At our house we continue to find gifts from Santa under our tree. That the image of Santa has evolved from that gentle follower of Jesus to the more modern jolly old elf does not trouble me. The joyous act of giving spread around the world, at least in our imaginations, is the kind of image I want paired with the holy child in the manger, God’s gift to all humanity. A little excuse to celebrate that great gift by giving gifts to each other seems justified to me. So as far as I am concerned, wrap it up in tinsel and bright paper. Set out the favorite dishes. Festoon the house with glitter. Play games, watch football, eat too many cookies and give thanks for family, for each other, for Jesus and bless the God who is over all. Peace on earth and goodwill to all humankind.

12/13/2020

On my Aunt Esther’s Christmas tree there were some crude colored paper ornaments which to my teenage mind looked especially tacky on an otherwise beautifully decorated tree.  I finally realized that they had been made by my older cousin, Jim, when he was a young child.  For my aunt they were beautiful reminders of her son’s childhood.  It is interesting how love can transform the mundane into something extra ordinarily beautiful.  It is often said that no one ever has an ugly baby. For a loving family, all babies are beautiful. I wonder if that is how God sees us. Are we all beautiful to him because he loves us? We certainly come in all shapes and sizes. We are brown eyed, blue eyed, green eyed and hazel eyed wonders. Our hair colors are black, brown, blond, red, and gray and all varieties of each type, even without help from the hair dresser. Our skin tones vary from pale pink to blue black, but we are all beautiful in our own way. Maybe variety is beautiful to our God. I do know that love transforms our perception of other people. The lovely smooth skin of the baby is beautiful, but so is the crinkled skin of a beloved aging granny. Could that love be extended to take in all those who are different than we are? Could love even beautify the enemy so that we see each one as a beloved brother or sister? We were all one family at creation; perhaps the love of Jesus could make us one family again throughout the whole world. That would make this the happiest Christmas of all time. Merry Christmas to you all!

12/06/2020

Now that we are past the celebration of Thanksgiving and into the season of Advent at our house, Christmas music is already playing during much of the day.  Over the years we have collected a rather large group of Christmas CDs.  Montavani soars with “Joy to the World” with all the extra violins.  The Mormon Tabernacle Choir backed by the massive sound of the pipe organ sings the old and new favorites.  We have popular singers like Barbra Streisand and Jonny Mathis.  We have James Galway on the flute and New Orleans style jazz Christmas carols.  There is a Scottish Christmas and a set of Italian carols.  The Gaither Vocal Band makes an appearance and there is a light sprinkling of country.  Several Manheim Steamroller CDs blast through the speakers and there are Celtic Christmas songs to recall our time in St. Andrews, Scotland.  The Vienna Boys Choir with Placido Domingo and also a Pavrotti CD are there so the operatic voices are not missing.  Handel’s Messiah has several CDs and Alfred Burt Carols bring in a jazz motif.  We have a capella groups like Take 6 and many instrumental collections by non-famous groups.  Heather Bays, who sang at our church for our anniversary celebration, calls up memories of that occasion.  We have so many that this year I decided to play all of them in a random order.  In the process I discovered our most unusual Christmas CD.  In the background of the traditional carols one can hear water lapping or the shore, bird calls, wind on the trees and other natural sounds.  It is wonderfully soothing to hear.  It is slow and quiet, and quite the opposite of loud blaring speakers in stores.  While this Christmas is different than past Christmas times, I still feel the need to slow down in the business of the season and find a way to hear ”How silently, how silently the wondrous gift is given.  So God imparts to human hearts the blessings of his heaven”.

11/29/2020

It is almost time to find a new calendar.  There are already dates in 2021 which I need to record and my paper calendar only has a single page for 2021 dates.  I know that I could use the many calendars which exist on my cell phone and lap top computer, but I prefer my Calendar and Workbook for Church Leaders.  It has a full page for Sunday and other pages for Monday through Saturday.  It is the best for my work style.  This Sunday, November 29 is the first Sunday in Advent.  After this Sunday there are only four Sundays before 2021.  I am waiting in eager anticipation for 2021.  I have high hopes that it will be a better, kinder, more peaceful year.  I know that simply turning over a new page on the calendar does not really change anything.  It is largely symbolic, but emotionally it feels like a new start.  It feels like the slate is washed clean and new possibilities are on the horizon.  In reality 2021 will only be a better year than 2020 if we all join together to make it a better year.  That’s why I decided to write about the new year on the last Sunday in November.  It is the beginning of the season of anticipation that we call Advent. We look forward to the coming of Jesus as they did in the past and as we do in the present.  What will Jesus coming to us mean for the coming 2021?  What can I do in my life and family that will make for a better year and glorify Christ Jesus?  What  can we do as a congregation to make 2021 a better year and glorify Christ Jesus?  We have the next four weeks to think, plan and pray before the New Year arrives.  As we end this year in Christmas celebration, let’s begin the New Year with commitment to whatever is true, honorable, just, pure, pleasing, commendable, excellent, worthy of praise.  Let us think about these things and put them into practice.  (Philippians 4:8)

11/22/2020

Thanksgiving is not just an annual event. It is, rather, an everyday attitude.  This year in the midst of the pandemic families are being encouraged to forgo meeting in person to celebrate Thanksgiving.  This is difficult for all of us who love family being together.  We are more fortunate than previous generation in that we  have ways to be in contact electronically that those generations could hardly even imagine.  Because of face time I can see my grandchildren in Colorado.  With Zoom I can see my grandchildren in Florida.  I can reach my brother in South Dakota by phone and text.  Would I like to give them a real hug?  Of course I would, but we are  still connected.  These resources are available to our family every day for which I am grateful.  I will admit; however that those calls seem even more special on the Thanksgiving holiday.  We need special times like thanksgiving to remind us of important things like being thankful every day, of valuing our families every day, of enjoying our friendships every day.  We thank God every day in our prayers, but every seventh day we are reminded in special ways of the range of God’s blessings.  Every Thanksgiving, every Christmas, every New Years, every Easter, we remember our own story of God’s abundant blessings.  We remember our congregation’s story of God’s abundant blessings, We remember the stories of our faith filled with God’s blessing from Genesis even up to the present moment.  There will in the future be other in person and hug filled holidays, but even now in the midst of the current restrictions we know that we are the recipients of God’s abundant blessings.

11/15/2020

This is the season for the arrival of catalogs.  Yesterday, the Vermont Country Store arrived with its old fashioned products.  One the same day the catalog for ordering Swedish Kringle arrived.  We even received catalogs we have never seen before with products with clever slogans or strange inventions which are fascinating in their attempt to solve problems that we never knew that we had.  One of my favorite time wasters is to browse through these without even being tempted to buy anything.  I suppose this is the modern equivalent of window shopping.  It does also take me back to my childhood of searching the toy catalog for the one perfect toy for Christmas.Among the more tempting catalogs I receive is The Great Courses catalog.These courses are on DVD and feature renowned expert teachers with all types of knowledge.Art, Science, Religion, Music, Business, Literature and Language are all represented along with many practical skills.I have bought some of these when they are on sale.They are wonderful ways to keep on learning after formal education is over.One can proceed at one’s own pace and stay as long as interest lasts.It is important to keep on learning and growing.Many of us worry about our bodies expanding but helping our minds expand is always going to be a positive thing.When I was a child the first question that I was asked was “What have you learned today?”I believe it is still a good question even for adults to ask.“What have we learned today?”Even when we arrive in heaven I hope there will be space to continue to learn and grow.

11/08/2020

Monday we experienced the first hard freeze of the season.  The temperatures were wintery and some of the plants suffered as a result.  Later in the week the temperatures were unseasonably warm.  Still the hard freeze was a reminder that winter is not far off.  It reminded me of how much I look forward to the first snow.  There is something magical about the blanket of snow covering the bare earth.  If there is ice hanging from branches, the light shining through the trees creates such prismatic glory.  Sun off the snowy hills makes a new landscape.  For a few moments everything seems shiny with possibilities.  I know that some of that beauty will become slushy traps to pour over the top of my shoes when I step off a curb.  By February my delight at the first snow will be lost in my grumbling about the cold, raw wet.  But for the moment the first snow is a beautiful wonderland.  What a delight in is to live in a part of the country where we experience the change of seasons.  I don’t think I would enjoy living where there was only one season or even just two.  Just when I am getting bored with one season the new one is on the horizon.  I enjoy the change.  It reminds me that change is not always scary or difficult.  Sometimes the changes of life are exciting and refreshing.  After all we worship a God who says, “Behold, I make all things new.”  No one can anticipate all the changes that will come in the next several years.  Our past tells us that we will like some of the changes and not appreciate some of the other changes.  In the midst of any anxiety we might have about change, we hear the strong voice of Jesus to us disciples, “Don’t be afraid,” and “I am with you always.”

11/01/2020

Today is All Saints Day.  On the church calendar of some denominations each Sunday remembers one of the earlier saints.  All Saints Day celebrates all the saints past and present.  In the New Testament the term “saints” is literally the holy ones.”  It is used for all Christians even those who may not seem so saintly.  Some denominations have used the term ”saints” for current members of the church.  It may sound strange in the ears of those who are used to the term to refer to great leaders of faith like Peter or Paul, but it is correct in New Testament terminology.  You and I are saints if we are followers of Jesus.  It is our title by grace and not by achievement. So All Saints celebrates all the saints through the ages. That term includes all the “famous” saints of the early church but also all those who have died in the faith. So we remember beloved family members and friends who have gone to be with the Lord. We speak the names of those who have passed away in the previous year and honor their faith. We remember our fore mothers and fore fathers. We can also celebrate the living saints around and among us. We are not all perfect nor were the ones who came before us. We are the people of God, the saints; by the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ. It is a day to celebrate all the saints.

10/25/2020

Do you suppose that the candy making industry is going to take an economic loss this Halloween?  So many communities have cancelled trick or treat times.  The suggestion has even been made to cancel the “trunk or treat” events that many churches and other groups have sponsored in the past.  I am sure there will be some disappointed youngsters with empty buckets this Halloween.  Adults will not have the children’s spooky buckets to raid for chocolate.  My children and grandchildren have always loved the Halloween parties and dressing up in costume.  It was all in good fun with nothing horrific or evil in mind.  My niece was actually born on October 31.  Her father called his “little spook” in her early years, but her sweet and gentle nature always gave a lie to the nickname.  Scary things can be a lot of fun if they are not real.  Watching Godzilla stamp on Tokyo was always more silly than scary.  The real frightening things are to be found in war and persecution.  The evil that we can do to each other is far more horrific than any scary movie.  Children dressed in costumes and filling their buckets with candy may distress moms and dentists, but a good brushing of their teeth solves the problem.  Hate, anger and prejudice are not cured so easily.  But, like the pretend monsters, the real monsters cannot stand in the light.  To quote the Gospel of John,  “The light shines in the darkness and the darkness can’t put it out.”  Jesus, the light of the world shines out through his gospel to light the dark corners of our society and brings light to our souls.  We do not have to be afraid of the darkness because the light is always inside us.  In our own smaller way we also are the light of the world and the Jesus light shines out from us

10/18/2020

Recently I was sent by my family practice physician to a new doctor for a more specialized treatment.  So I have spent some time filling out a detailed medical history.  It gives me confidence when, as a new patient, the doctor does a comprehensive medical history.  I know that she/he is taking my whole situation into consideration.  The medical history is important.  In similar fashion our personal history also matters.  An early trauma in our lives can shape our attitudes for a lifetime.  It is also true that early examples of loving support can be effective for our whole life time.  Not only early events but later ones continue to affect the trajectory of our lives.  We are always building a history.  We are always unfinished.  Our stories are unending.  Theologians have often said that the Christian God operates in history.  It is certain that many of us can offer testimony to how God has worked in our history.  Her story and his story are also a part of His story.  We interact with each other and God so that we not only have our individual history but we also have a history together as the people of God.  So, we still tell each other the biblical stories, not just out of religious habit, but because they are part of our history as the people of God.  All the way from Adam and Eve, through Abraham and Sarah, through the people of Israel, through Jesus and the Early church through the story of the church through the last 2000 years, we share the history of the faith.  It is our history, our story and it matters.  It is even more comprehensive than our medical history. It is the context for our spiritual health and shapes the continuing story of our relationship with God and with each other.

10/11/2020

An older gospel song reads, “Face to face with Christ, my Savior, Face to face what will it be – when with rapture I beheld him, Jesus Christ who died for me.”  In the Hebrew Bible “the face of God”  is a way of speaking of God’s presence.  It can seem a bit strange to us but we all know the joy of seeing those we love face to face.  A video call is far more satisfying than just the voice on the phone.  We get to see  faces, we can see the smile and read the language of gesture and facial expression.  Sunday was our first face to face session for Sunday morning worship.  The group was small but it was such a joy to see each other  face to face.  Not only did the face of the Lord shine upon us but we could also notice the shine on each other because of our face to face meeting together.  When forced by sickness or circumstance to be apart we hunger to see each other and feel human touch.  Perhaps that is why the incarnation is so important.  In Jesus we see the face of God present in the flesh.  It was a face that his disciples could greet with a kiss of welcome.  He made the invisible God visible to our human eyes.  Sometimes I think those around us end up seeing us like school pictures.  Sometimes we are neat and tidy and at other times messy and out of sorts.  But either way, we are unfinished and next year will show a new face to the world around us.  However you are at any given moment, those of us who love you are always glad to see your face.

10/04/2020

We hear people on TV talk about the new normal.  This seems to be related to the changes brought on by the virus pandemic.  I’m a little puzzled about what the “old normal” might have been.  When I was a child, a once week  bath with a washing up sponge bath in between was normal.  Now if I miss a shower every day I feel unclean even with a sponge bath.  Saturday meant a cheap matinee at the movie theater if I was lucky since there was no TV at our house.  Even when TV arrived, there was a mountain shadow on the black and white screen which hindered our watching.  As a college student it was normal for the only computer on campus to take up a whole room.  Normal when our children came along meant riding in the car and didn’t involve a safe car seat.  Normal as a pastor meant using a mimeograph machine, not a copier.  My first teaching experience still used a spirit duplicator.  People from Japan and China were described as Orientals rather than Asians.  The Sioux or Apache were Indians not Native Americans.  Black was just starting to replace Negro as a term of respect.  Normal is constantly changing.  Usually those changes are somewhat subtle and slower.  This “new normal” came on us so suddenly that it is far more noticeable and the restrictions that it brought are more annoying.  The next several months probably will bring a new “new normal.”  We will deal with the changes as they occur.  Together we will get through them as we have in the past.  We know that God will be with us as God was with us in the past.  That is our normal whether old or new.

09/27/2020

For over fifty-three years my wife, Sue,  has been making breakfast for us. Most  often that was a cooked breakfast unlike the cold cereal breakfast that was the norm from growing up years.  This simple act of kindness became even more important when both Sue and I developed diabetes.  Breakfast is critical for those of us who are diabetics.  Along the way I came to appreciate that the breakfasts were acts of love.  On occasions I take over  making breakfast with pancakes, or scrambled eggs or omelets, but the bulk of that work has been done by Sue.  Given that both of us are a bit blurry-eyed until the first cup of coffee, I appreciate this gift of fifty-three years of breakfasts.  I do wonder how many acts of kindness and love I have not fully appreciated over my life time.  The regular routine of life can desensitize us to the small regular gifts we are given.  Children miss many of these hidden gifts that their loved ones provide but on occasion do notice the delight of clean warm pajamas, or icy popsicles on a hot summer afternoon, or a favorite meal.  They notice if a bedtime story or a night-time tuck in and kiss are missing.  It is a good thing to express our appreciation for the smaller blessings of life.  For our comfort and joy they may be more important than the grand celebratory gestures which are easily noticed.  What of the smaller blessings of life have you experienced over the years of your life? There might still be time to say “thank you” and even to begin some new small blessings for those you care about.

09/20/2020

I was attending a chapel service at Anderson University.  The gathered congregation was singing “Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing”.  When we reached the second verse “Here I raise my Ebenezer…”  a tall young man with disgust in his voice said “who even knows what that means.”  I made no comment but thought how sad it was that this young Christian did not know that biblical story.  A more modern version of the hymn paraphrases the word, Ebnenzer, with hither to thy love has blest me.”  It recalls the moment that Samuel set up to remember the victory God had given Israel.  Ebenezer “Thus far the Lord has helped us.”  It was an important memory that recognized God’s past and present help and anticipates his help in the future.  With the song writer, Robert Robinson, I sing “Here I raise my Ebenezer, hither by thy help I’m come”  whenever I think of God’s grace and help.  The song embodies my faith and the music touches by deepest emotions.  In the hymn I am connected with God’s help for Israel in the past and that help is carried forward to me in the present.  How often for me the music of the church has confirmed my belief, enhanced my hope and deepened my love for God and for neighbor.  It is this ability to touch my mind and my emotions that gives worship part of its power for me.   I can and do worship to God in silence, but I enjoy the presence of God when my voice is raised in the songs of the faith.  New songs and old, simple and complex, melody and harmony, they are all linked in my mind with the experience of the faith.  So I say “sing on O people of God to the glory of God.”

09/13/2020

People sometime joke that when they get to heaven they are going to ask God why he made the avocado pit so large.  Silly question, but what about the mango pit?  There is a real problem.  The avocado pit pales in comparison.  One has to slice along the flat two sides of the pit and then try to pry little pieces off the side.  Should the mango be pealed first or left to be sliced off the pieces as they are diced?  Who can even tell if the mango is ripe enough?  Once the first slice is made the result is already fixed.  While the end result is delicious, the small pile of sweet fruit seems barely worth the effort.  The issue is in the end is as silly as the avocado controversy.  Other questions for God are far more troubling.  Questions like “Why do the good suffer?” or “What happens in eternity for those who have never heard the good news?”  Why do some otherwise good people harbor prejudice or hatred for persons  who are different from them?” we ask.  Our personal desire for guidance asks “How do I know God’s will for me?”  or “What is the righteous way in this new situation?”  Some questions may even be beyond our understanding or likely beyond our preference.  Such questions do not grow out of a lack of faith.  They are part of the questing minds which God put in each of us.  We have reached a new level of wisdom when we realize that not all our questions will have answers for right now or perhaps even for this life.  Faith shows itself in living faithfully amid the unanswered questions.  So we hold onto the certainties we have learned and stand bravely in front of the questions believing that our heavenly parent has the answers and we can rest in God’s certainty.

09/06/2020

“Where has the time gone?”  we mutter at times.  While at other moments we empathize with the child’s question “Are we there yet, Daddy?”  The clock beats its steady rhythm, but our perception of time varies by the circumstance.  Birthdays pile up almost as unacknowledged as the multiplying hangers in the front closet.  Seemingly overnight smiling skinny boys become broad shouldered young men with serious expressions.  Girls become women in mere moments.  Suddenly, a few gray hairs become our gray standard look.  What we have lost in vim and vigor we have gained in wisdom and common sense.  All of this comes with startling suddenness.  Other moments move with excruciation slowness.  The last fifteen minutes before the end of work or school takes at least an hour.  The COVID months drifting along until every day seems the same as the last.  The pot never boils, the doctor never calls, and the beloved visitors seem never to arrive.  Time creeps snail like to our great irritation.  Because of the limits of our perception it is hard to remember “My times are in your hands.”   Slow and steady or fast and immediate, all our times are in the hands of God, so ultimately they are neither too fast nor too slow.  Often we would like God to slow things down so that we might better savor the good or speed things up so that our anxiety might be reduced.  Perhaps God is saying “All in good time.”  “Don’t worry I will be with you for all time.  You can just relax and live the life I have given you for this time, because all your times clear into eternity are in my hands.”

08/30/2020

A new song is making the rounds on digital sites like UTube.  It is called “Here I Am at the Fridge Again”.  It is composed by a noted gospel singer and chronicles the humorous adage of the pandemic which didn’t make the news.  The singer finds herself visiting the fridge looking for something to break the boredom of quarantine.  Mysterious pounds occur as there are more and more visits to the fridge.  Laughter is one of the ways we cope with difficult situations.  The pandemic is no laughing matter, but it helps in the midst of fear and uncertainty to keep a sense of humor in whatever small ways we can manage.  Even at a funeral, a funny family story can provide momentary relief in the midst of grief.  The warmth of memory can do much to balance the very real grief and loss.  The childlike ability to experience laughter and delight in new experiences and new discoveries is a wonderful gift.  If we can keep some sense of laughter as the years advance, our life will be full of balance and richness.  Some have defined humor at its base as the ability to see the incongruities of life.  I often think of it as the correction for things that are out of proportion.  I do realize that humor can be used as a weapon to injure or belittle someone.  It can be cruel either by ignorance or on purpose, but it can also be healing and restorative.  We often say at a humorous moment, “I really needed to laugh.” A smile or a laugh can lighten the heart.  Even a moment of silliness can help us not to take ourselves too seriously.  I even wonder if when God finished creation and pronounced it “very good”, he laughed with the delight of a child and proclaimed, “Good job, God!”

08/23/2020

For many years I have been making lists of what I need to do.  I have come to believe that the first item of the “To Do List” should be: check the to do list.  It is always easier to forget once the list is made than to stay on top of the task.  The old trick of tying a string around one’s finger as a reminder seems increasingly to raise the question “why do I have this string around my finger?”  Memory can be a tricky thing.  One item can easily push out another.  We notice this more as we become older, but it is present with us all along the way.  Both the very good and the very bad memories can be very durable.  Some memories deserve to be forgotten, but that does not mean that they are readily eliminated.  I find the more I can focus on good memories or can make new positive memories the less I am plagued by the bad ones.  It doesn’t mean that I am totally free of those difficult memory moments, but it does soften their impact.  It helps to remember that sins and failures are included in the manifold mercy of God’s forgiving love.  At times I have been able to rethink a difficult memory and give it a new context.  As I have matured, some memories were colored by the misunderstandings of youth and immaturity.  Memories can be redemptive as well.  When we think of Jesus saying “Do this in remembrance of me”  we are caught up both in the sorrow of what he suffered and in the joy of his continuing presence as our resurrected companion.  How strange that we can experience such a mix of feelings in one event.  The mystery of memory in the end is a gift when used under the guidance of the Spirit of God.  Then memory becomes blessed.

08/16/2020

When was the last time you saw a phone booth?  It has been a long time for me.  I saw one quite a while back but the receiver had been ripped off the phone.  Cell phones have become so ubiquitous that the phone booth is nearly extinct.  We now only have  cell phones and I miss our land line.  It never needed to be checked to see if it had a charge.  Dropped calls were extremely rare and coverage was nearly universal.  Worse yet what does Superman do when he needs to change into his cape with no phone booth around to facilitate the change?  Evil forces could triumph while he was hunting for a booth.  Not even Superman can change in a cell phone.  On the other hand I feel that my wife and daughters and grandchildren are all safer because they have cell phones for emergencies.  Even us “self-sufficient males” need that extra margin of safety.  Shopping lists can be checked again.  We can have electronic calendars, note books, address and phone directories, books and even games for when we are standing in a socially distant line.  Over all the change is good no matter how annoying it is for Superman.  Inspite of our own nostalgia, change can often be good in many areas of life.

08/09/2020

Our water heater sprung a leak recently and we are without hot water.  Showers are now a startling experience.  Sponge baths are a temporary norm taking me back to childhood when Grandmother drew the water for a bath, once a week, from the water reservoir off the coal cook stove.  In between we did sponge baths every day.  I really don’t miss those good old days.  Now days I hardly feel human without my morning shower.  I can endure a cold shower, but what a luxury warm water is.  A recent author wrote, “Some people long for an America that never really existed.”  It is easy to put a golden halo around the past and forget its reality.  While some aspects of the past were worthy and wonderful, other aspects were difficult and dangerous.  There were few safety nets for people in crisis.  There was great inequality in resources and whole segments of society felt neglected and powerless.  While many of these problems still exist, we are largely more privileged than our forefathers and mothers.  Lack of hot water for our family is an irritating inconvenience, but a temporary one.  It will get fixed and meanwhile we are reminded of how good we have it  on most every day.